I waste so much gas, driving just to see your front door.
Windows lit with light from within.
I dont knock. I know you dont want to see me.
I dont knock. I know its too hard.
So i slow down, but i dont stop.
A song plays.
The notes remind me of your smile.
The words.
The way you used to laugh at me
when i said something dumb.
Im almost home, but i want to hear the rest of these lyrics.
So i slow down, but i wont stop.
I do things i shouldnt do.
Just to try to keep my mind off of you.
I love where there is none to be found.
Looking for something to fill this heart of mine.
Giving hope to those that can't be you to me.
Sometimes i think what i am doing is wrong.
Giving pain to others just to stop my own.
Ill take a break and let this one go.
Just to wait for you that i know wont show.
I can feel the bathing of the raindrops
So i slow down, but i cant stop.
Posted at 01:43 pm by breadkrumbs
