Just leave me with the simple hope of what you are doing.
Its not enough to know you exist
i want to know where you go and who is talking to you
just to feel in some small way that i am still a part of your life

My life is never as good as when im with you
It hurts after a while and i cant make that ache go away
Every breath is painful and im completely aware of that air.

I feel so inconsistent when it comes to you
I tried to do the right thing for everyone
and thats lead to the wrong things for me.
I miss you every moment and i see your face in every lyric of every song.
So stupid.