Heartbeats and deep breaths.
Long looks and regrets.
My mouth forms words that my voice wont back up.
This is just me warming up
To say yes to you.
To do the things i want to do.
I breath and i beat.
Thats all i can accomplish when you look at me the way you do.
Lying in the chaos of this moment.
The erratic air of these thoughts.
A year ago, my future didnt look like this.
Behind us is what failed to be
ahead is what is possible.
Those arent regrets im thinking of
Just opportunities that grabbed me
and pulled me in your direction.
Random acts of distraction move our lives in such decisive ways.
A subtle air that drifts on and on.